Breaking away from all the pure "lovely-bubbly" songs heres a "negative nancy".
The sound
With yet another stitch of acoustics.
The driving force is the main guitar.
I didn't want it to be too heavy in beginning stages, and so I only added a nice resonating picked bass behind the guitar and vocals.
I then drove a reversed cymbal into a calm cymbal crash.
More noticeably in the chorus whereas theres a more powerful picked pass riff.
After about a verse or so you'll here a hip little drum track.
Nothing too major just a simple 909 like kick and snappy snare.
Together with a short little hi hat here and there.
At the end I introduce a small little synth-lead to finish it off.
The breakdown
This is a song focused on the accusations of problems being THROWN at you.
No one likes problems being so willingly put on them, and especially when these issues cause disruptions that they don't need to.
When you DESERVE (EARN) love and it's not SERVED..
That selfish person has some NERVE!
Take for instance a man and women. .
The women does something horrid one day, likely cheating, and theres a big confrontation between her man and herself.
She obviously feels horrible but theres some ego issues disallowing that to be shown.
She knows her faults, she knows her nastiness, but she wants to keep her grief under her own wraps.
Her man forgives her seemingly, but down the line he makes one harmless comment, and or something that truthfully isn't much of a big deal. Most certainly nothing as large as what she caused, and for him to STILL be there speaking, dealing, loving her is almost asinine but he'll be stupid for love.
What arises is the knowledge that she's trying to find something to feel good about. She's trying to find something she can tackle him on to be "even", and truthfully just trying to blame him for a problem SHE made in the beginning.
While ranting and raving at him, she makes no reference back to anything she caused first.
No reference to what first caused the "triggered event" (the not so big deal)
(Meaning had she not have caused the first issue, there would be no chain reaction situation in the end)
"I got about one stack of money. In my case thats twenty five dollar bills
would you like some honey? (I bet) I find that type of shit funny cuz you
never give me what I earn, like all of my love girl wheres the return?"
The reference of money in this situation is more like
"Something you have that they want and need"
Always something that they WANT from you. However, nothing is ever given back in return.
You find this to be funny. . (sarcastically)
"And you blame me for all yo problems
And expect me to always solve them
But it ain't gonna happen today
(Yeah, yah)
You never serve
What I deserve
You got the nerve (3X)"
Here again "they blame you for all their problems".
In most cases your only thought is they want you to solve them, but why expect a problem to be solved that YOU caused?
Its not happening today..again...ever..
You are never given what you deserve.
That person has some nerve keeping whats earned away from you.
"I can't believe that I was deceived
Thought I wouldn't move like Chris Reeves
Theres not a thing coming out you like dry heave
And everyday theres a new trick up your sleeve
Of how you gonna try to blame me for all your grieve"
With disbelief that you've been deceived into thinking things were ok.
You made them think you were unable to be moved.
Moved from the loving spot that you've been with them, but a rude awakening can be brought up real quick.
Theres nothing coming from this person anymore. No love, respect, care, honestly.
Everyday you interact with this person theres a new trick.
A new deceit that gets you to think things are lovely.
A new trick to get you to sit and listen, and willingly take the blame for their issues.
"I hate to make you think that I think I'm right all the time
But I'm just a witness
I'm blaming you for yo crime
Of attempted murder
Of your sweetheart
But you didn't think your hostage knew martial arts
So now you on your back
Looking up at me
And don't you ever cause a twister
And throw me debris
Cuz you'll find your other half turned absentee
Not just a promise mama it's a guarantee"
Your intentions isn't to make them think you believe you're correct all the time, but the truth is they're just blaming you and WRONG all the time.
(Can't shake that)
So you're just a witness to a murder.
A attempted slaying of "you" their "sweetheart"
Because with these stupid little issues they make, and the exponential anger they create. Its seemingly just like an attempt to kill you.
Since you're stronger than these games, your strength is like "martial arts".
So your awareness and your strength lays them on their back, and or holds them up and they didn't think you had it in you.
Now they're looking up at you inside of looking down. .
You're telling them don't EVER cause a big issue, and then throw all the dirt onto you to clean up.
If that happens again you'll be absent from the love you two share.
Not only is that promised its guaranteed.
